Wednesday, January 28, 2009

No comfort, no sister, family or friends.

Friday, January 23, 2009

With balled up fists, take steady aim!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

This shit's gonna be crucial, bounce!

Hahaha lahv this class right now.

Today after my half day, I'm going to my uncles garage, getting my paycheck, trying to look for some decent priced shoes for winter ball, bargain shopping at my second home...newbury comics haha, taking my car for a car wash, vaccumming and all that good stuff.

P.s. Mhmph, my boyfreind's fuckin awesome.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Everyones got to face down the demons.

What a week, this week will be.
What a week.





p.s, i love my friends.

Friday, January 16, 2009

hey cheekbones and eyes...
I've been gone three weeks now I'm a mess my stomach's on strike and it's been three weeks since my last breath well I don't know why I'm here'cause I'm not in need of attention and I'm not seventeen and I don't believe in that which I can't see well I swear if I make it home with my mind and some skin on my bones I'll be the first one to throw up these car keys and this cell phone so I can't leave or talk to anyone and this stupid wrist watch so I'm unaware of the time that I've lost I'm trying to be that which I'm not.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

feb 6, oh im so excited for you.

"the fav five."

i will never be able to look at anyone as the way i look at you, because for once you're the bestfriend i could ever ask for and i would never feel comfortable telling anyone things that i tell you. i can sit here and thank/love you for everything, but you already know that. knowing i have someone in my life i can always just share everything with, makes me happy. p.s watch out for that truck.1348193 years of friendship.

2178423094 laughs. 3295023 X more to go. i like it how i can call you , tell you anything, drive around in your car, be crazy, be around you happy, always have a good time. one person i can call up and you'll always be outgoing and always down for whatever. Even if it is walking to random kids apartments that just so happen to be my third cousins, whiskay. p.s ledge st/northern mass much?!

you're the one guy who's been there and done so much for me, always. to be on my side, to make me happy and to love me. you make me feel whole. i hate the "weed deal", but i do love you entirely as a person and i want you to remain in my life. p.s pineapplish for ever.

you have changed as a person. maybe for the better or the worst. but it's life and i'm sure you know what your doing. you seem happy and that's all i want for you. you've been one of the biggest parts of my life, obviously. even though sometimes we forget to show we love each other, you'll always be in my heart. as a best friend and as a second half, literally haha. p.s it smells like shit back here.

i have big dreams for you. sometimes you think i look down at you, i can tell. but you know that i love you. always the best times. always the best moods. when i think of my years in highschool i think of you. we have grown together and that's something not all friends can do. i want to grow with you by my side as my best friend for many more years. everything i say, you get. you always get it. i love you so much. p.s. i am what i eat.