No comfort, no sister, family or friends.

With balled up fists, take steady aim!

This shit's gonna be crucial, bounce!

Hahaha lahv this class right now.

Today after my half day, I'm going to my uncles garage, getting my paycheck, trying to look for some decent priced shoes for winter ball, bargain shopping at my second home...newbury comics haha, taking my car for a car wash, vaccumming and all that good stuff.

P.s. Mhmph, my boyfreind's fuckin awesome.

Everyones got to face down the demons.

What a week, this week will be.
What a week.





p.s, i love my friends.

hey cheekbones and eyes...
I've been gone three weeks now I'm a mess my stomach's on strike and it's been three weeks since my last breath well I don't know why I'm here'cause I'm not in need of attention and I'm not seventeen and I don't believe in that which I can't see well I swear if I make it home with my mind and some skin on my bones I'll be the first one to throw up these car keys and this cell phone so I can't leave or talk to anyone and this stupid wrist watch so I'm unaware of the time that I've lost I'm trying to be that which I'm not.

feb 6, oh im so excited for you.

"the fav five."

i will never be able to look at anyone as the way i look at you, because for once you're the bestfriend i could ever ask for and i would never feel comfortable telling anyone things that i tell you. i can sit here and thank/love you for everything, but you already know that. knowing i have someone in my life i can always just share everything with, makes me happy. p.s watch out for that truck.1348193 years of friendship.

2178423094 laughs. 3295023 X more to go. i like it how i can call you , tell you anything, drive around in your car, be crazy, be around you happy, always have a good time. one person i can call up and you'll always be outgoing and always down for whatever. Even if it is walking to random kids apartments that just so happen to be my third cousins, whiskay. p.s ledge st/northern mass much?!

you're the one guy who's been there and done so much for me, always. to be on my side, to make me happy and to love me. you make me feel whole. i hate the "weed deal", but i do love you entirely as a person and i want you to remain in my life. p.s pineapplish for ever.

you have changed as a person. maybe for the better or the worst. but it's life and i'm sure you know what your doing. you seem happy and that's all i want for you. you've been one of the biggest parts of my life, obviously. even though sometimes we forget to show we love each other, you'll always be in my heart. as a best friend and as a second half, literally haha. p.s it smells like shit back here.

i have big dreams for you. sometimes you think i look down at you, i can tell. but you know that i love you. always the best times. always the best moods. when i think of my years in highschool i think of you. we have grown together and that's something not all friends can do. i want to grow with you by my side as my best friend for many more years. everything i say, you get. you always get it. i love you so much. p.s. i am what i eat.

Weekend consisted of:

-Met nice people.
-Seen alot of new places.
-Bueno burritos!
-Got my makeup done by brianna.
-Hung around with erica. Haven't done that in awhile.
-Ladd school.
-Hung around with cousins and friends.
-Providence crepeary, i missed chu.
-Raced tool bags.
-Worked, finally.
-Brianna brought me over a cute cupcake.
-Got $.
-Bought andy warhol poster, Morrisey, No doubt and a cd case.
-Watched the snow flakes.
-Watched because i said so.
-Talked with Nameesh.

Lucifer lucifer, im gonna chase you outta of earth!

School's borinborinborin. It's friday! Have plans with stephen and nick but I wanna hang out with my boyfriend...I dunno shit. Anyways I should've stayed home cause i'm still sick and it doesn't feel good to sit around coughing till my chest hurts. Im not going to winterball but i'm down for the after parties or whatever haha. I really want to save my money for a gps, new stereo and a good camera. I wanna buy a huge photo album so I can put tons of photos in it to look back on. I don't wanna work more than I do now which is only 15 hours but if I want the money I use to make i'm going to have to stop being a l a z y girl. Can't wait for the afternoon with brianna. Not looking foward to my next to classesss. Grrrr.

Well I'm pushing myself to finish this part, I can handle a lot. But one thing I'm missing is in your e y e s .

Bamboozle wants you!

Feelings.

"Your lips tremble but your eyes are in a straight stare. We're on the bed but your clothes are laying right there."

My nylons keep getting caught on these school chairs. Stephen just asked me to hangout this weekend. So excited because it's always so much fun. We had an hour delay today. I should've stayed home. I feel still feel sicky. I'm leaving early today because I have Mr.Moran who never writes up anyone. I just wanna be in bed listening to music and thinking.Thank you kevin for my diary. If I don't go to western mass tommorow after school, i'm still going on a very long drive. Alone or with anyone who's down.

Good day.

Attention, attention.

No one can ever promise that they will never hurt you..because at one point or another it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth it in the end.

Very first blog.

Hello blogspot. I'm using this to see if i like it better than tumblr and lj. I'm so exhausted.